sway
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No one
ever tries Meth once
NO
ONE tries meth once, that's very true.
I used to post here all the time, those who rememeber Hi to you
and it's great to see your still around supporting the ones who
need it and thanx for being there for me. I've been busy with my
life staying clean for over a year now. Yay for me!
I used meth for a good portion of my life and i regret every
second i wasted on it.
This post is for all the kids out there who think there cool for
doing this. I know i was one. You think life is hard now just
wait, i face everyday challenges now like breathing, i catch
every virsus cold that comes around. I killed my immune system.
Even though i work hard on getting healthy it takes time and
it's not easy. I went to the doctors the other and found out
that alot of my problems are now because i have a bad heart. 20
years old and i have a bad heart! Not only that but i got a nice
yellow tint to my skin, that's sexy eh? is this what you really
want? Not only that but while i was doing one thing i didn't
take into consideration what your doing to your body is
permanent. Do you understand?.. the damage done while smoking
meth CAN NOT be fixed! Sure i had lots of fun destroying my
lungs, i once had lots of friends we were all cool together. Now
they choose staying on the streets doing that @#%$. You really
learn who your friends are when you quit, i took the better life
i wanna live and get old. Come on people we are the next
generation! lets think before you pick up that pipe, you know
you are better then that. It may help you loose that weight you
wanted to loose, and make you feel good for awhile, but in the
long run is your life worth it?
Just ask your self that?... i'd take it all back if i could. I'd
like to live past 40 .. don't you?
well i'm done now sorry about ranting on .. oh wait no i'm not i
wish someone was there for me growing up maybe then i would've
been alot smarter, my life would be longer then. It's not
impossible to quit, just feels like that when your doing it.
Wish you all the best. |
newday
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Re: No one
ever tries Meth once
I
have used since I moved to SF and it's been about 10 years on
and off.
MAYBE in the first few years when we'd go clubbin' it would be
fun.
Now, it's nothing but pain, feeling like @#%$ and regret.
I am so thankful I didn't get AIDS or some other @#%$.
If I had the chance to go back in time, I'd never touch the
garbage! |
