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Meth objects
/ paraphernalia stresses me out - why?
| LoveMet |
Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
I have a question, it has been
awhile since my fiancee' has used. But when ever I find anything
from his using days (porn cut outs razors straws) OR I find
something that makes me think he relapsed. I had a very severe
reaction to it and I get very scared and paranoid. My fiance'
put me through alot, and was very abusive. Has this happened to
anyone AND...should I seek counseling? |
| Replies... |
| Hemetchik |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
do you feel you were
damaged before or after the relationship...they say we choose
abusive spouses because we were brought up in a dysfunctional
home...i dunno, i am not a dr...i think everyone could use
counseling...
it has helped me tremendously to speak about all that i cant
make sense of...to have someone reason my lunatic thoughts and
keep things in perspective and to tell me i am not as crazy as i
thought...i
guess that is why i am on meds...cause i am NOT THAT crazy... |
| LoveMet |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
I had problems before,
but never like this. I get scared more easily and I have
nightmares ALOT. And I know this does not sound like much but it
is a horrible feeling. |
| Penelope |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
Is this stuff you are
just seeing everywhere, or stuff you find in the house?
If you'r finding it around the house, and he's still
there...well...something weird is going on... |
| Hemetchik |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
you dont do meth? |
| LoveMet |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
No, I have Never used Meth
And I have not found straws and razors in awhile but the porn
cut outs I still find all the time. It was his useless tweak
activity. |
| Hemetchik |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
if your suffering from
paranoia..or fear...something needs to happen...i suffer from
paranoia and I am on medication for it..i do think it was from
my years of using meth...but if he is causing these fears and is
in active use...you would probably beniefit from coda, alanon...a
counselor...someone to help you with this..if you plan on
staying with him while he uses.. |
| JUSTCATS |
Re: Meth objects / paraphernalia stresses me out
It does sound like PTSD.
Look it up on the internet. Also, if you have been through an
abusive relationship, check out:www.drirene.com
Dr. Irene's "Catbox" forum was a life saver to me. My ex was
abusive and addicted to meth. (even though I never knew it back
then).
I am sure, that there are alot of people that have been through
abusive situations at this site. Whether it is physical,
emotional, or verbal abuse, it is still abuse and takes a toll
on a person.
I also have PTSD, because of the ex/addict that I lived with.
Sometimes things trigger it for me and often, it doesn't affect
me. Anyhow, check out the Catbox at Dr. Irene's...
Take care |
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