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De-romanticizing Meth: One of the many meth love songs

Name less	De-romanticizing Meth: One of the many meth love songs The author of this song is a meth addict. He wrote this song 3 months into his sobriety. The entire Album reflects the meth romance/trauma he had with his girlfriend, who quit using meth and in the end left him never to return... it is worth listening to. Personally, his lyrics in this album capture parts of my own horrific journey through the meth maze. This album seems to capture the havoc meth brings into any relationship regardless of whether or not it is between two lover, or friends and family.... There is absolutely nothing romantic about meth relationships... meth destroys...period. Artist: Blue october Song: Hate Me Album: Foiled i have to block out thoughts of you so i dont lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little reels of tape to remind me that im alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all i want for you. will you never call again? and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? and will you never try to reach me? it is i that wanted space hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you im sober now for 3 whole months its one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take so ill drive so @#%$ far away that i never cross your mind and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didnt do for you hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made and like a baby boy i never was a man until i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand and then i fell down yelling make it go away! just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be and then she whispered how can you do this to me? hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didnt do for you hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
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vctry7	Re: De-romanticizing Meth: One of the many meth love songs I just downloaded several Blue October songs about 10 minutes ago. I'm listening to Into the Ocean right now. That and Hate Me are the only two I've heard. I decided to check them all out. Some coincidence, huh?
Name less	Re: De-romanticizing Meth: One of the many meth love songs Every song on their Foiled Album is awsome. Justin is from Texas and so in tune with the meth lies and nightmares. For me it is as though he has been able capture the sultry dance of the Meth Demon...and the ultimate warfare that souls wanting to break free encounter.
ROSE NINA	Re: De-romanticizing Meth: One of the many meth love songs I met him about four years ago They had a show in California (Music in the park) I was really really high, and I think he was too I love his lyrics